most often than not,
i hate attending parties/gatherings where i hardly know a soul.
i just feel tired of trying to have "superficial" conversations with people that i meet for the first time.
so i have all these reservations even before going.
ironically, when i do end up going (by force/no choice),
i always end up having a great time!

last night turned out to be fun.

P.S maybe the fact that there were a couple of cute guys there made all the difference :)