Monday, April 20, 2009

i only have classes twice a week, on wednesdays and fridays.
it is no wonder that on a monday morning, i am not having the blues.

i have been down under for around 3 and a half months.
and it has only been recently that i decided to let go of some things.
i have struggled a lot, and still am struggling.
honestly it has been tough, without the presence and support of close friends and family.
everyday i am fighting a battle with myself.
a war that i hope i will eventually win.

i like the fact that i have the entire apartment to myself.
just sticky(the dog) and me.
my housemate desmond describes the house as functional, he doesn't consider it as a home.
well for me, i think it has become home. home with its makeshift furniture that don't complement with one another, stands that are being bitten by the dog, and the absence of a television. there are no paintings/pictures on the walls, no accessories to make the room more beautiful, basically a very fuss free home.
i realised how much i can do without.

the sun is creeping over the balcony.
the days are shorter now, and i am sure i am going to miss basking in the warmth.

have a great week ahead. i miss you all.