why me?

why do incidents like that happen to me?
like of the billions of people, the smallest of percentages, the tiniest of possibilities,
i have to be the one.

but i realized,
certain things, are indeed beyond my control.
just like being lost in a foreign land, a ship lost at sea,
you just got to continue hoping, waiting,
and see what lies ahead.

i think there is a phrase for it: let nature takes its own course

let it be, let it be,
there will be an answer,
let it be.